39.5 Weeks

And I wonder if this pregnancy will ever end. Though my doctor assured me that, at some point, they all come out. I am a little skeptical.

My husband took this shadow picture during one of our evening "come on baby...drop!" walks.

How far along? 39.5 weeks!

How is she growing: As my OB says, she's "good size" (apparently a little bigger than average)...I am hoping she clocks in under 8lbs.

Weight gain so far: About 33 lbs...and I was so proud of myself this morning when I turned down cream biscuits and jam.  For pancakes. Wait, that probably doesn't really work, huh? dang.

Stretch marks? So shocked the answer is still no...especially since everyone says my belly is gigantic.

Belly button in or out: Still no where to be found...

Wardrobe situation: I think the past two days I've only managed to feel comfortable in a pair of underwear and my husband's black t-shirts. Maternity clothes at this point are kind of a joke.

Sleep: Sleeping okay, but definitely fighting some mid-night contractions.

Best moment this week: Spending time with joon...so nice to have him home. And seeing one of my best friends get married! :)

Movement: Less movement this week, but still my little fighter.

Food cravings/aversions: I had a huge pizza and ranch dressing craving earlier this week--and it was just as delicious as I imagined. Fruit is still number one though and I'm sure my digestive system thanks me.

What I miss: I should not admit this, but I kind of miss work. haha. or maybe it's the people I work with that I miss :).

Mood: Last night I threw a huge fit because I found a spider in our bed and I refused to go to sleep until the spider was found. If that says anything. My poor husband.

What I'm looking forward to: Meeting our baby girl. Please come soon!!!

37 and 38 Weeks

And definitely feeling it. From the emotions to the complete shift in my center of gravity. Can't believe I'm already full term! Whoa mama is right. Sometimes it feels like I've been pregnant for seven years and sometimes it feels like the time went by so quickly. However, these past couple of weeks have been the hardest. I'm so excited for our baby girl, but somehow I manage to tear up over something everyday. I think the distance from joon has effected me much more than I expected, especially in these last few weeks. I have a profound respect for women who go through this process without spouses, significant others or a support network of people. As joyful as this time is, it brings with it a whole new world of worry, responsibility, and rapid transformation. Joon has decided to book an earlier flight to spend a little time alone with me before our baby girl arrives. I think this will be really good for both of us as our life is about to change dramatically in less than two weeks.

Can you believe baby girl will be in this in just a few short weeks?!

One of the only baby projects I've completed...but at least she'll always have a clean diaper :)

How far along? 38 weeks!

How is she growing: Still my little green watermelon...just a little heavier. I'd say she's close to 7.5 lbs. Though, at times it really feels like I could be completely wrong and this baby will be the next Guinness World Record baby...especially when I convince myself to take the stairs.

Weight gain so far: Over 30lbs! I should really keep the ice cream out of my shopping basket.

Stretch marks? None! Only have to hold out a couple more weeks. Though, someone scared me the other day by saying the stretch marks show up after you give birth. Seriously?! All that daily lathering for nothing?! I really hope this person is completely misinformed.

Belly button in or out: Ha! I think it's safe to say mine no longer exists.

Wardrobe situation: No comment.

Sleep: Been sleeping well when I can sleep, but I keep having these crazy dreams that my water breaks and I wake up suddenly ready to jump out of bed and go to the hospital. Only to be disappointed that, yet again, it was a false alarm. Can you tell I'm ready to deliver this baby??

Best moment this week: Training Lucas to like his crate again...

Movement: She was pulling out all her ninja moves earlier this week. I even caught some of it on tape and was able to send to joon and my sisters.

Food cravings/aversions: Summer fruit--Nectarines, peaches, apricots. And, of course, chocolate ice cream. But the other day, something very strange happened...I ate broccoli. And I didn't hate it! I think my taste for vegetables may be finding its way back to me.

What I miss: The old me. and my husband. And the old us together.

Mood: I could go on and on here, but I'll spare you all. I am, however, INCREDIBLY excited/happy/overjoyed to meet our little girl and be a family again.

What I'm looking forward to: Wednesday morning :).